You watch the news or a movie and your head is telling you no way would you be a victim like those people. You’d fight harder, kill them first, run faster, think smarter, but when you’re stolen and you’re weak in comparison to the strength of the people holding you down, you’re defenceless and completely at their mercy while you’re tied to equipment made for couples to act out sexual fantasies. Your body is abused and theirs to brutalize. Your mind betrays you and keeps you hostage in the horrifying moment while they violate you in all the ways that will make your life too hard to bear if you escape the nightmare. Your womb is destroyed and your womanly parts scarred and not your own. Three months it took for it not to burn to pee, and six months for my bowels to pass without pain. I would never have children and my body wore scars like confetti. I know I was labelled a whore by other women in the groupie crowd and laughed at for what happened to me, ‘she deserved it because she’s promiscuous and probably got herself into the wrong situation’, one of my so called friends twittered.
What do You think about Beneath Innocence (Deception #2.5)?
