I love them so much, but in different ways. They are so very different. Speaking to them on the phone only makes me miss them more.” During her first pregnancy “I hope it’s a boy. But we’ll have to wait and see.” “Some days I feel terrible. Nobody told me I’d feel like this.” Before William’s birth, Diana adamantly told her physician, Dr. Pinker: “I shall of course be breastfeeding for as long as possible. I believe it is a very important part of bonding between mother and child.” For more than the obvious reasons, Diana felt tremendous relief when William was at last born: “I felt the whole country was in labor with me.” “Everybody was thrilled to bits. It had been quite a difficult pregnancy. I hadn’t been very well throughout it, so by the time William arrived, it was a great relief.” On her postpartum depression: “When I came out of the hospital I could barely put one foot in front of the other. My stitches were killing me. It was such a strain to stand there and smile even for just a few minutes.